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Experience breeds risk. When one chooses an experience where a risk of encountering the unknown is present, fear can become a driving force hindering God’s next great breakthrough.

Today one of my friends wrote me a letter and it made me think back to the times when I truly felt like that I i remembered how i got through it….she did almost the exact same thing that I did.  There was only one thing that was really different, she gave them out…I can only conclude that she had WAY more courage than I did, I applaud her for that and admire her courage.  Even though I don’t hang out as much with the friends that I neglected, I still really want to do the thing she did and give them MY message.  Hopefully they don’t take it the wrong way.  Many people don’t know this about me but its really hard for me to show my emotions, especially to people that I admire and really look up to, thats why i really get hurt when people mess around with me. Its not that I’m taking it the wrong way its just I don’t goof around like that because I don’t believe friends act like that.  Even though they do I know my true friends will be there for me no matter what… and to all of them I would just like to say THANK YOU!!!  And I am trying to get over everything and to take control of my emotions as quickly as possible…so that way I don’t drive all of my friends away.  Hopefully the friends  I hang out with now don’t ever get to see that side of me.